so fast... another wk fly pass le... nxt wed is jess's bdae... dun tink we've bought aniting yet... hahaha! nt to worry... we'll buy sumting soon enuff!
last wk, mi was like super depressed... realli broke dwn le... at nite, mi had a chat wif shengyao n he toked sense into mi... he was angry at mi for sum of the tots tat i had... den i suddenly bcame "awake" n looked at tings more clearly... so i'll like to thnk him... Thnx!
mon mi wanted to mit 48 (his off dae) to pass him his stuff, bt he was playin mj at his hse wif his frenz... so he sae mit mi the nxt dae (oso his off dae)... den sae we can go sing ktv. i onz him lor... wat to do rite? tues, mi went to his hse, updated his song list, den we went to kbox @ amk n sang... damn shiok! i juz LUV~~~ singin... n mi tryin to change my usual "rapper n rock" to "sentimental luv" songs... hehe bt i still wun gif up my RnR... aft singin (finish at bout 9) we headed home... n mi truly felt relieved... dun feel stress... realli realli relaxed... hehe so happie
wed: 三八妇女节!! mi went to confirm the price of the bintan trip... still pendin whether to go or nt... hafnt received my voucher yet... see 1st la! at nite... SHIOK! met cheyenne n malcom for makan @ subway raffles, den mi n cheyenne made our way dwn to timbre n tok tok, eat eat (sum more~) n drink non alcoholic drink... oh well, we both dun drink wat! n we waited for the band to start... bout 930 like tat they start... wow... i'm v impressed... i like their singin!! they're called "EIC" or sumting like tat... mi n cheyenne enjoyed it so much tat we stayed on till 1215 den we left the place... apparently, the drummer was cheyenne's pri skool fren!! hahaha sg so damn small rite?
thurs: prata? not... durin lunch, mi went to kinokuniya n got <1> n tried to read... bt damn chim sia... mi SUPPOSED to mit shengyao for prata... bt he was workin late again... so mi walked to suntec... tinkin of lookin for sumting to gif jess... bt juz walk in awhile onli see sum1 i noe... SMELLY DADDY!! hahaha sg realli small... mi n daddy tok tok den decided to go mac n sit dwn n tok... we ended up tokin till bout 10... toked bout milkin the dog, shake well b4 drink, sex is zero (the movie mind u...), etc etc... hahaha daddy juz bein daddy... can tok alot wif him... n mi oso asked him for his views on certain issues... his advice is "kip away frm tis guy" who i'm supposed to kip away?? i shant sae...
fri: IT show~ went to the IT show @ suntec... wif jason... such a sweet guy! he went the day b4 durin lunch wif his colleague KELVIN n marshall to check out sumting, went again aft work tat dae to acc a fren... went again fri durin lunchtime to BUY wat kelvin wanted... n acc mi AGAIN to buy wat i wanted... dinosaur man tis guy... sumtings i haf in common wif him, we both pretty silly, luv bleach, pretty ONZ, lives in hougang? hahaha aniwae, we walked ard n mi bought a 100gb ext hdd for $99 (maxtor one) n a multi card reader for bro... den we got out of suntec n went to eat mac... so damn hungry... aft makan-in, we went home!
sat: LaKai PaRT 1 so clever rite? left home earli to mit fang to go bugis shop ard 1st b4 startin work at lakai (lala's shp), onli to realise too late tat mi dun haf the KEYS wif mi... ARGGGHHH!!! rushed back home, called for a cab, called my mom to bring dwn the keys n rushed off to icon... by the time i reach aft the terrible traffic jams, itz time to open up le... so mi went to open the shop 1st n got fang to buy mi sumting to eat... mac AGAIN... haiz... no wonder mi gettin so damn fat... we worked hard whole dae, n closed officially at 1030... coz make sure the accts is rite... the beginnin of the dae so many probs! haizz... so at the end of the dae, mi sms lala n reported to her the total sale of the dae...
sun: LaKai PaRT 2 2dae mi alone workin alone at lakai... no1 came to pei mi whole dae... BT jas n kelvin (her bf) pop by to see mi, n acc mi buy my dinner, den ah ling came wif steffi! with apple studel!! haha so sweet of her rite? mi had one piece (aft my laksa... sinful...) den they went off to shop n came back again... 2dae sales better than ytdae... bt was quite suay... fell frm the step, bruised myself n the customer... (ouch...) broke my nailS (3 in total), spoilt the seat tatz mounted on the wall (coz didnt realise onli one support was up... supposed to haf 2 supports...
nw aft 7 daes of work, tmr mi workin AGAIN... den sat n sun workin AGAIN!! omg... almost 3wks of no rest... can die... bt wat to do? for the sake of money... mi will lun one! coz mi april! n as mat sae, i'm "zai"! hehe
okie la... mi finish update for tis wk le... i tink i write almost everyting le ba... nw brain nt realli workin well... tired... bt wana watch 1リットルの涙 via youtube 1st... last episode leh! den gota finish the shopaholics series! hahaha farnie bk!
*note: i started writin part of tis on wed... nw mi finish: 13 Mar 2006, 12:22AM
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11:09 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
TeaRS & LauGHTeRs...
sumtimes i feel tat i'm goin crazy... YES i'm gettin crazier than ever... i duno y... stress? frustrated? i can be at home n tinkin bout stuff n juz burst out cryin like there's no tmr... n when i'm out wif my frenz (like ytdae wif jess, fang, mat, andrew, kenneth den saw reuben n xianliang), mi cant control myself bt be loud n crazy... when we're on our way home (mi n jess) den i juz got v quiet... y ah... y m i becomin like tat? do i nid psychologist to look at mi?
sumtimes i oso tink of changin myself... as in, my look at stuff etc... m i too uptight? i like to ask ppl qns den see their view on stuff... so i noe hw ppl feel, react n look at others... provided they ans mi truthfully lah! sumtimes i do stuff which i duno y i did it, sumtimes i do stuff for fun... sumtimes i do stuff which i dun wan ppl to noe bout... sumtimes...
i dun wana be mi... i wana change... bt tatz easier said than done... so mabbie i'll be takin my 1st step..
"do i realli wana do tat?" yes... i do... "can i handle it IF others noe of it" i duno...
i tink i'm juz messed up nw... i wana get away n nt tink much bout aniting... i'm so low emotionally tat i dun feel like myself... mabbie tatz a gd ting... mabbie i juz nid tat special sum1 to be there to care bout mi... mabbie i'm jealous... mabbie i'm tinkin too much
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1:30 PM
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Name (姓名): April Gao Meihui, 高美慧
Birthday (生日): 16 April 1982
Horoscope (星座): Aries
Spoken Language (精通的语言): English, Chinese, Hokkien, Japanese (英語﹐話語﹐台語﹐日語)
Likes (喜欢): KTV-ing, going to Timbre on Fridays, listening to music, reading bout 小猪 & watching him dance, chatting, doing my nails, looking at stars, massages...
Hates (讨厌): People who grumble too much of nothing, beetles, hypocrites,
Wants (想要): Go Taiwan! Travel alot, see 小猪 more often, find a goal in my life~
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
STaRT of My 3 WeeKs oF No ReST DaYs...
so fast... another wk fly pass le... nxt wed is jess's bdae... dun tink we've bought aniting yet... hahaha! nt to worry... we'll buy sumting soon enuff!
last wk, mi was like super depressed... realli broke dwn le... at nite, mi had a chat wif shengyao n he toked sense into mi... he was angry at mi for sum of the tots tat i had... den i suddenly bcame "awake" n looked at tings more clearly... so i'll like to thnk him... Thnx!
mon mi wanted to mit 48 (his off dae) to pass him his stuff, bt he was playin mj at his hse wif his frenz... so he sae mit mi the nxt dae (oso his off dae)... den sae we can go sing ktv. i onz him lor... wat to do rite? tues, mi went to his hse, updated his song list, den we went to kbox @ amk n sang... damn shiok! i juz LUV~~~ singin... n mi tryin to change my usual "rapper n rock" to "sentimental luv" songs... hehe bt i still wun gif up my RnR... aft singin (finish at bout 9) we headed home... n mi truly felt relieved... dun feel stress... realli realli relaxed... hehe so happie
wed: 三八妇女节!! mi went to confirm the price of the bintan trip... still pendin whether to go or nt... hafnt received my voucher yet... see 1st la! at nite... SHIOK! met cheyenne n malcom for makan @ subway raffles, den mi n cheyenne made our way dwn to timbre n tok tok, eat eat (sum more~) n drink non alcoholic drink... oh well, we both dun drink wat! n we waited for the band to start... bout 930 like tat they start... wow... i'm v impressed... i like their singin!! they're called "EIC" or sumting like tat... mi n cheyenne enjoyed it so much tat we stayed on till 1215 den we left the place... apparently, the drummer was cheyenne's pri skool fren!! hahaha sg so damn small rite?
thurs: prata? not... durin lunch, mi went to kinokuniya n got <1> n tried to read... bt damn chim sia... mi SUPPOSED to mit shengyao for prata... bt he was workin late again... so mi walked to suntec... tinkin of lookin for sumting to gif jess... bt juz walk in awhile onli see sum1 i noe... SMELLY DADDY!! hahaha sg realli small... mi n daddy tok tok den decided to go mac n sit dwn n tok... we ended up tokin till bout 10... toked bout milkin the dog, shake well b4 drink, sex is zero (the movie mind u...), etc etc... hahaha daddy juz bein daddy... can tok alot wif him... n mi oso asked him for his views on certain issues... his advice is "kip away frm tis guy" who i'm supposed to kip away?? i shant sae...
fri: IT show~ went to the IT show @ suntec... wif jason... such a sweet guy! he went the day b4 durin lunch wif his colleague KELVIN n marshall to check out sumting, went again aft work tat dae to acc a fren... went again fri durin lunchtime to BUY wat kelvin wanted... n acc mi AGAIN to buy wat i wanted... dinosaur man tis guy... sumtings i haf in common wif him, we both pretty silly, luv bleach, pretty ONZ, lives in hougang? hahaha aniwae, we walked ard n mi bought a 100gb ext hdd for $99 (maxtor one) n a multi card reader for bro... den we got out of suntec n went to eat mac... so damn hungry... aft makan-in, we went home!
sat: LaKai PaRT 1 so clever rite? left home earli to mit fang to go bugis shop ard 1st b4 startin work at lakai (lala's shp), onli to realise too late tat mi dun haf the KEYS wif mi... ARGGGHHH!!! rushed back home, called for a cab, called my mom to bring dwn the keys n rushed off to icon... by the time i reach aft the terrible traffic jams, itz time to open up le... so mi went to open the shop 1st n got fang to buy mi sumting to eat... mac AGAIN... haiz... no wonder mi gettin so damn fat... we worked hard whole dae, n closed officially at 1030... coz make sure the accts is rite... the beginnin of the dae so many probs! haizz... so at the end of the dae, mi sms lala n reported to her the total sale of the dae...
sun: LaKai PaRT 2 2dae mi alone workin alone at lakai... no1 came to pei mi whole dae... BT jas n kelvin (her bf) pop by to see mi, n acc mi buy my dinner, den ah ling came wif steffi! with apple studel!! haha so sweet of her rite? mi had one piece (aft my laksa... sinful...) den they went off to shop n came back again... 2dae sales better than ytdae... bt was quite suay... fell frm the step, bruised myself n the customer... (ouch...) broke my nailS (3 in total), spoilt the seat tatz mounted on the wall (coz didnt realise onli one support was up... supposed to haf 2 supports...
nw aft 7 daes of work, tmr mi workin AGAIN... den sat n sun workin AGAIN!! omg... almost 3wks of no rest... can die... bt wat to do? for the sake of money... mi will lun one! coz mi april! n as mat sae, i'm "zai"! hehe
okie la... mi finish update for tis wk le... i tink i write almost everyting le ba... nw brain nt realli workin well... tired... bt wana watch 1リットルの涙 via youtube 1st... last episode leh! den gota finish the shopaholics series! hahaha farnie bk!
*note: i started writin part of tis on wed... nw mi finish: 13 Mar 2006, 12:22AM
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT
11:09 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
TeaRS & LauGHTeRs...
sumtimes i feel tat i'm goin crazy... YES i'm gettin crazier than ever... i duno y... stress? frustrated? i can be at home n tinkin bout stuff n juz burst out cryin like there's no tmr... n when i'm out wif my frenz (like ytdae wif jess, fang, mat, andrew, kenneth den saw reuben n xianliang), mi cant control myself bt be loud n crazy... when we're on our way home (mi n jess) den i juz got v quiet... y ah... y m i becomin like tat? do i nid psychologist to look at mi?
sumtimes i oso tink of changin myself... as in, my look at stuff etc... m i too uptight? i like to ask ppl qns den see their view on stuff... so i noe hw ppl feel, react n look at others... provided they ans mi truthfully lah! sumtimes i do stuff which i duno y i did it, sumtimes i do stuff for fun... sumtimes i do stuff which i dun wan ppl to noe bout... sumtimes...
i dun wana be mi... i wana change... bt tatz easier said than done... so mabbie i'll be takin my 1st step..
"do i realli wana do tat?" yes... i do... "can i handle it IF others noe of it" i duno...
i tink i'm juz messed up nw... i wana get away n nt tink much bout aniting... i'm so low emotionally tat i dun feel like myself... mabbie tatz a gd ting... mabbie i juz nid tat special sum1 to be there to care bout mi... mabbie i'm jealous... mabbie i'm tinkin too much
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1:30 PM
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