so much for kinship... sumtimes it makes u wonder exactly hw well u noe ppl livin wif u... ppl u've lived for all ur life...
juz finish watchin death note 2... 夜神月(Light) actually wanted to kill his own father... it may be fiction, bt i'm sure tis kinda tings happened b4... i'm disappointed... hw can HE be so unbelievably selfish... i dun understand wat the hell he's tinkin... i kinda loathe him nw... bt i dun wan to... hw can sum1 be so irritatin... hw can sum1 tink tat they're rite all the time? hw can u put blames on mi like u've nt committed the same wrongs? hw can u act so self righteous? hw can u act so goody goody? hw can u behave so childishly?
i'm tinkin of changin my blog add... i dun wan ppl i dislike readin my blog... coz i cant write hw i realli feel... watz the point of writin blogs when i gota restrict myself rite? i've been restrictin myself frm writin alot of tings... i dun wan to... my blog is my property... i can write wat i wan to... i wana be the real mi in VR... since i cant be my true self in real life...
i hate him... bt i dun wan to... i'm so tired of him... i realli am... bt i cant get away...
will tings be better nxt yr? will i find out wat i wan outa life? all i can do is hope n pray...
my new yr resolutions: i dun wana feel helpless animore i dun wana carry negative feelings animore i dun wana care n get hurt animore i wan my parents to be happie... for them i'm willin to do aniting i wana find out wat i realli wan i wana find the one who's worth my feelings n time...
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT
1:55 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
i TENDERED Lor~~~~
i admit... i dun get along wif certain ppl... these certain ppl will be ppl who haf one idea in their head n wans it their way... n worse? force ppl to do tings their way! bitches...
i'm glad... i'm leavin... i dun hafta take their shit animore... yes... i TENDERED LOR~~
cant be too happy yet... hafnt found a job... hehe aiyah... no bonus oso no point of stayin... i v money face de... i can be v high maintainence one lor... abit of tis n tat, here n there, n i'm broke... i oso wana go taiwan to find my bf u noe? i miss him so much... =( he oso duno when he's comin to sg... shld be nxt yr though...
hopefully i dun hafta go bkk nxt yr... coz dear's weddin on the 20th... n if i go, i'll onli be back on the 19th at 10pm! den i gota lug all my barangs to dear's hse... wahhhh oso mean i gota bring my dress to BKK~!! dun wan la...
last nite, mi n PL chatted... quite a depressin chat... coz we duno wat we wan outa life... as in, wat we wana achieve? i duno wat i wana be, i duno wat i can do to "improve" my life... no aim, no ambition, nth... i nid sum1 to point out a direction to mi....
mom been buggin mi to go into teachin... bt i duno if tatz realli wat i wana do... as Cheyenne saes "dun wana wait till 30 den suddenly realise tat tis job is nt wat i wana do... den it might be too late to start ovr..." i v xian mu her for goin europe tis comin april... duno go for hw long sum more sia...
fri went to elizabeth hotel, the arsenal fan club place... got exhibition of sum of their jersey n trophy flown frm london (i tink)!! cheyenne fan of football!! hahaha muz check out her blog ah!! den we went to timbre, whr my eye had sum chilli... damn pain sia! the longest 2mins of my life... tryin to make my eye less spicy... went wif cheyenne, nick n evelyn... supposed to haf liang chen kor kor one, bt he last min cant make it... sad... had a draw for xmas gift exchange... mine is ... *shh... cant sae... secret!* hehe i luv timmy... ngak~~ ahhhh~~ hehe n we set up evelyn wif CLEMENT SEE! the stand in bassist! so farnie! we couldnt stop luffin!! hahaha
sat morn i went for my facial... the longest one man! 11.30 i went in, 2.30 i came out!!!!!!! extraction so damn long meh!! den quick quick took a cab to sam's bdae party at king albert park... mi 1st there wif him n his gf sia! hehe had a wonderful time playin.. yes, at MAC!! i gota get started on sam's scrap book... he duno wat i makin for him... bt nw i noe itz gona be a great gift coz he lookin for pics of the scrawny him! i got!! hehe
mi will get started on his present... he chasin mi for it le... sigh...
kinda miss master... =\
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT
11:56 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Rollerbladin...
Discouraged n bruised...
2dae went to ECP wif PL n her fren V to learn skatin... we rented the skates, mi got the kid's size as usual, n all the protective gears (WAH LIAOZ! got smell one lor!) bt bo bian rite? still gota protect rite? den V drove us to a pretty deserted carpark opp PP so tat we wun be malu wif our fallin (onli i fell twice) n tat the surface is smoother at the carpark
after 2hrs of lsn (felt like 4hrs) mi n PL managed to stand up, stand still, take baby steps (walkin), turn and the most impt, STOP! it was pretty frustratin for mi when i tried to stop bt couldnt... i juz kept goin forward! it was ltr tat i learnt to tip toe while skatin sigh....
nw i got like bruised knee n moral...
hopefully nxt sun can go badminton or sumting! hahaha
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT
9:15 PM
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`aBouT Me
Name (姓名): April Gao Meihui, 高美慧
Birthday (生日): 16 April 1982
Horoscope (星座): Aries
Spoken Language (精通的语言): English, Chinese, Hokkien, Japanese (英語﹐話語﹐台語﹐日語)
Likes (喜欢): KTV-ing, going to Timbre on Fridays, listening to music, reading bout 小猪 & watching him dance, chatting, doing my nails, looking at stars, massages...
Hates (讨厌): People who grumble too much of nothing, beetles, hypocrites,
Wants (想要): Go Taiwan! Travel alot, see 小猪 more often, find a goal in my life~
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Monday, December 25, 2006
DeaTH NoTe 2
so much for kinship... sumtimes it makes u wonder exactly hw well u noe ppl livin wif u... ppl u've lived for all ur life...
juz finish watchin death note 2... 夜神月(Light) actually wanted to kill his own father... it may be fiction, bt i'm sure tis kinda tings happened b4... i'm disappointed... hw can HE be so unbelievably selfish... i dun understand wat the hell he's tinkin... i kinda loathe him nw... bt i dun wan to... hw can sum1 be so irritatin... hw can sum1 tink tat they're rite all the time? hw can u put blames on mi like u've nt committed the same wrongs? hw can u act so self righteous? hw can u act so goody goody? hw can u behave so childishly?
i'm tinkin of changin my blog add... i dun wan ppl i dislike readin my blog... coz i cant write hw i realli feel... watz the point of writin blogs when i gota restrict myself rite? i've been restrictin myself frm writin alot of tings... i dun wan to... my blog is my property... i can write wat i wan to... i wana be the real mi in VR... since i cant be my true self in real life...
i hate him... bt i dun wan to... i'm so tired of him... i realli am... bt i cant get away...
will tings be better nxt yr? will i find out wat i wan outa life? all i can do is hope n pray...
my new yr resolutions: i dun wana feel helpless animore i dun wana carry negative feelings animore i dun wana care n get hurt animore i wan my parents to be happie... for them i'm willin to do aniting i wana find out wat i realli wan i wana find the one who's worth my feelings n time...
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT
1:55 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
i TENDERED Lor~~~~
i admit... i dun get along wif certain ppl... these certain ppl will be ppl who haf one idea in their head n wans it their way... n worse? force ppl to do tings their way! bitches...
i'm glad... i'm leavin... i dun hafta take their shit animore... yes... i TENDERED LOR~~
cant be too happy yet... hafnt found a job... hehe aiyah... no bonus oso no point of stayin... i v money face de... i can be v high maintainence one lor... abit of tis n tat, here n there, n i'm broke... i oso wana go taiwan to find my bf u noe? i miss him so much... =( he oso duno when he's comin to sg... shld be nxt yr though...
hopefully i dun hafta go bkk nxt yr... coz dear's weddin on the 20th... n if i go, i'll onli be back on the 19th at 10pm! den i gota lug all my barangs to dear's hse... wahhhh oso mean i gota bring my dress to BKK~!! dun wan la...
last nite, mi n PL chatted... quite a depressin chat... coz we duno wat we wan outa life... as in, wat we wana achieve? i duno wat i wana be, i duno wat i can do to "improve" my life... no aim, no ambition, nth... i nid sum1 to point out a direction to mi....
mom been buggin mi to go into teachin... bt i duno if tatz realli wat i wana do... as Cheyenne saes "dun wana wait till 30 den suddenly realise tat tis job is nt wat i wana do... den it might be too late to start ovr..." i v xian mu her for goin europe tis comin april... duno go for hw long sum more sia...
fri went to elizabeth hotel, the arsenal fan club place... got exhibition of sum of their jersey n trophy flown frm london (i tink)!! cheyenne fan of football!! hahaha muz check out her blog ah!! den we went to timbre, whr my eye had sum chilli... damn pain sia! the longest 2mins of my life... tryin to make my eye less spicy... went wif cheyenne, nick n evelyn... supposed to haf liang chen kor kor one, bt he last min cant make it... sad... had a draw for xmas gift exchange... mine is ... *shh... cant sae... secret!* hehe i luv timmy... ngak~~ ahhhh~~ hehe n we set up evelyn wif CLEMENT SEE! the stand in bassist! so farnie! we couldnt stop luffin!! hahaha
sat morn i went for my facial... the longest one man! 11.30 i went in, 2.30 i came out!!!!!!! extraction so damn long meh!! den quick quick took a cab to sam's bdae party at king albert park... mi 1st there wif him n his gf sia! hehe had a wonderful time playin.. yes, at MAC!! i gota get started on sam's scrap book... he duno wat i makin for him... bt nw i noe itz gona be a great gift coz he lookin for pics of the scrawny him! i got!! hehe
mi will get started on his present... he chasin mi for it le... sigh...
kinda miss master... =\
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT
11:56 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Rollerbladin...
Discouraged n bruised...
2dae went to ECP wif PL n her fren V to learn skatin... we rented the skates, mi got the kid's size as usual, n all the protective gears (WAH LIAOZ! got smell one lor!) bt bo bian rite? still gota protect rite? den V drove us to a pretty deserted carpark opp PP so tat we wun be malu wif our fallin (onli i fell twice) n tat the surface is smoother at the carpark
after 2hrs of lsn (felt like 4hrs) mi n PL managed to stand up, stand still, take baby steps (walkin), turn and the most impt, STOP! it was pretty frustratin for mi when i tried to stop bt couldnt... i juz kept goin forward! it was ltr tat i learnt to tip toe while skatin sigh....
nw i got like bruised knee n moral...
hopefully nxt sun can go badminton or sumting! hahaha
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT
9:15 PM
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