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Sunday, July 30, 2006

i WaS oFFiCiaLLY iNTRoDuCeD~~

`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 2:19 AM

Friday, July 28, 2006

So eXCiTiN!!

`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 1:07 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Wo SHeNG BiNG Le

    i'm sick... i'm bleedin myself to death... (yes... tat time of the mth) super heavy! itz like all the blood in my body is flowin out... ytdae went to see the doc n she gave mi pills for giddiness n iron tablets... wah liaoz... take le giddy tablet duno hw to wake up le... damn jialat... woke up aft a few hrs to change my *ahem* pad...

    2dae woke up oso nt tat well... v light headed... canot sit up too fast or i'll see stars, kept vomitin, n bleedin, of coz... sms-ed sylvia to take the dae off again... hw come tis mth so jialat? y!!

`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 4:55 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

FeeL BeTTeR THouGH...

    aft makin my decision, i feel better... i'm sorry tat i'm cuttin ties wif him juz bcoz of her... itz a stupid issue i noe, bt the feelin tat she gave mi... i realli dun like it... since he's such close to her, i shld walk away... aniwae, itz not like i like him in tat special way or wat... he's not HIM...

    he's too "gd" a guy le... the most unbelievably "pure" in his tinkin n experience... i dun tink a guy shld be like him though... itz too abnormal... hahaha we shall see wat happens when he gets back nxt wk... we shall see wat happen when i get myself face to face with him.. aft my decision... *cross fingers*

    went to watch pirates of the caribbean 2 on sat at bugis with master! hehe didnt noe tat there's goin to be a part 3! find it to be a bit draggy at certain parts... bt pirates 2 answered my qn when i watched pirates 1... which was, since will's dad stole tat piece of astec gold, he is cursed... so when barbossa threw him into the ocean with a cannon strapped to his bootstrap, he shld be alive at the bottom of the ocean... since will lifted the curse, so technically, he killed his dad! rite?

    well, it turns out tat will's dad took up davy jones' proposal... so... he's STILL a cursed undead... only tat he can walk ard n see will at last~ oh! oso can feel pain... duno bout if he could eat n drink though... n their looks remain the same, whether in the moonlight or nt... v oceany~ pirates 2, okie la... i like the beginnin... action packed n super farnie! we'll see hw part 3 is!

    aft the movie, master wanted to get sum new clothes so we went shoppin~ hehe i v poor, so i help master spend! hahahaha in the end, he bought alot! a belt, a few tops, a pair of shoes, a khaki pants, etc... den he drove mi home coz he goin to mit his frenz for mahjong session... the moment i got out of the car, i saw my dad... they goin out for dinner! so heng! hahaha i was hungry le lor!

`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 11:28 AM

Friday, July 14, 2006

SHiT HaPPeNs...

    sumtimes u juz cant control hw ppl feel n behave n tink... so sumtimes i cant control hw i feel... n the decisions tat i come up wif... do i hafta tink for others b4 myself? do i change myself to fit others? or do i go wif my feelings n nt bother bout hw others feel?

    i dun like to get into messy business... esp if i feel tat the reason is STUPID... so i'm choosin to go wif my feelings... though in tis way, i might lose a fren or two(if she considers mi as a fren)... i'm sorie tat i might hafta lose him as a fren... coz i'm sick n tired of the feelings tat she throws at mi whenever i tok to him...

    i realli tired le... i dun wana be hated AGAIN so i'm "backin" outa the frenship nw b4 i find tat he's a fren tat i dun wana lose... like mr ktv king... i haf alot of guy frenz... bt still i dun wana lose ani1... i realli duno... bt i oso realli dun care le...

    dun like? go f**k urself... dun come n bother mi

`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 4:19 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

ZiZou oH ZiZou

    zizou might be stripped of his award, the Golden Ball award for the best player at the World Cup!! hw can!! i truly believe tat zizou did wat he did coz tat MATERAZZI insulted sumting tatz sensitive to him.. hw often do u see him lose his temper? it'll show tat wat materazzi said was simply not "an insult of the kind you will hear dozens of times and that just slips out on the group" i mean, if itz realli tat kinda insult, would zizou lose his temper ovr it? he wud haf gotten immune to it!

    lip-readers concluded tat materazzi called zidane the "son of a terrorist whore"! FUCK HIM! dun he noe hw serious n sensitive tat it? n materazzi said he duno watz a "islamic terrorist"?! whr haf u been?! i mean C'MON!! @*$&*&#

    ytdae i had my company's retreat... we play bowlin n i SUX!! nid to go practice... n nw, my butt, thigh n arm on my right side aches... i nid a massage... esp on my butt... strangely, i tot it shld be gettin more shape... bt i dun tink itz tonin up aft all the exercise tat i do...

`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 10:02 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006

ZoMBie...

    finally... World Cup is OVER!! nt tat i hate it, bt i'm so slpy aft watchin each match! Italy's the CHAMPION! yeah!! hahahaha i didnt bet so i did win aniting... sad... i was rootin for deutschland one leh! bt at least they got 3rd placin...

    ytdae went to mit up wif yong to sing KTV at hougang plaza! shiok! 2 of us sing till frm 2 to almost 7... oso he pass mi the vodka to sell to master... hehe had fun singin n playin ard wif songs tat mi usually wun sing... mi will practice "OUR" song... so nxt time we'll sing it better! hor, yong? so farnie! some of the songs he actually dedicate to ppl b4 singin de! he's a gd singer... sounds like alex toh sometimes, andy lau, ah du, n amazing ling feng! hahaha omg! ling feng leh!! his voice can change one... OH!! n bee gees! rofl ever heard a guy wif deep voice singin bee gees? he nearly died i guess aft singin so many in a roll... bee gees' nt easy...

    n him changin the lyrics!! eg. "si wa kum lan, si wa kum lan~ AH~~ AH~~" hahahaha oh man! cant stop tinkin n luffin bout tat! yong! u gd!! tink of sum more leh! n it fits the meanin of the song!

    mi wana go again~! KTV!!

`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 10:44 AM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

i LuV NGaK

    i realli needed to go timbre... i mean, i hafnt gone for so long, so itz pretty cool to go! tis time i went wif my blur blur daddy (ah boon!) coz he oso in a band ah! so i tot he can see my fav live band! hehe of coz ngak n syed~

    daddy kip makin these crappy jokes!! hahaha made mi luff so hard n in the end mi went crazy... sigh... went home at bout 1.30... den mom complain bout hw i didnt ans her calls! my phone didnt even ring lor! den i checked... she dialed the wrong number.... DUHH! everytime like tat one leh! dial wrong number den sae i nvr ans her calls...

    2dae met up wif jess n bf, fang, hui n andrew go Marina Bay eat steamboat, bt nt b4 buyin a strawberry cake n her present... a bag bag! bt hafnt wrote her bdae note... nxt time pass to her! aft our dinner, we played abit of arcade n waited for kenneth to join den we went to eat cake n the durian strudel! we sang bdae song for hui ate the goodies (mi gota go on diet again... nvrendin...)
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzkTqorrIw4

    for 3hrs+, mi entertained them wif my singin, i hope nt torture... (i felt like a jukebox...) i noe i dun haf the best singin voice, bt i try... i LUV KTV~~~~

    tmr mitin yong, my new ktv kaki for ktv!! oso gettin the vodka frm him to sell to master~
    nw itz oreadi 2.45, world cup 3rd n 4th placin will be determined soon... i hope deutschland wins... at least can get 3rd... tmr is italy vs france! ITALY WILL WIN! WATCH OUT FRANCE SUPPORTERS!! as ngak said... hehe so, i'm oso goin to support italy... coz well, tis rd of world cup is for the dark horses...

`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 2:44 AM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

i haf nth animore...

    i muz sae tat i had a pretty gd life... had a dotin brother whom i looked up to... he was my role model... the one i KNEW who i can trust, rely on... he'll be the one who'll protect if i shld nid protection... though my parents r controlling even nw, i noe tat they love mi... mom's been givin mi more freedom... n toked to mi bout reasons n all... bt there're tings tat i still cant accept happening... dad dotes on mi... i luv him... n his soft toes...

    i had the bestest fren... we'll mit up nt as often bt she'll mit mi when she can... nw she's too busy wif work, her bf n family to haf time for mi... i feel... too busy to reply to my msn n sms... the fren i knew i can call when i haf trouble... nw i feel i dun dare to bother her...

    in the past, i dun nid a bf coz i haf my family n a grp of close frenz...

    nw...

    i feel so disheartened... feel so torn... like i've been the one contributin into all the relationship so much more than the others... nth's forever... nth will remain... everyting changes... when i hate for tis to happen, i cant do aniting frm preventin... i can onli accept... i dun like it... i hate it... bt i can onli accept tat itz goin to happen... coz itz nt my life... itz juz affectin my life...

    i dun feel the "passion" to live... i dun wana die... i feel like i wana juz roam aimlessly... rot to death... i feel like i dun haf ani1 animore... i shld be like yong... nt to gif away too much in ani relationship... frenz or family... tat y i wun feel the way i'm feelin.. coz i din put much in...

    i feel like i'm nt mi... i haf split personality... day vs nite... dark vs bright...

    i duno animore...

    i haf nth animore...

`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 11:48 PM



aT HoMe... SiCK...

    i'm sick le... again... sigh... startin ytdae bout 4? i started feelin spasm in my gastric... well, naturally, i felt tat MABBIE i nid to *ahem* release the waste, so i did... bt nth much... the spasm still there... so had cookie... STILL!! bo bian... din go skool... went home while munchin on a da bao... spasm~~

    when i got home, bro helped mi applied "ru yi you" damn hot sia! he rubbed v v v fast... bt aft awhile so chilly... gota "protect my stomach" frm the wind... sigh... watched abit of tv (i cant slp earli... i juz wun) den went to slp at bout 1...

    tis morn woke up wif spasm again! the nitemare... so went to see the doc, which took FOREVER... bt the doc pretty nice, so okie la! came home n online n complain! hahaha

    last sat went to BBQ with JNN, JYG, WMA, NYH they all la! hehe fun sia! coz playin wif light stick (see: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcJ6CxLvmfg) i started the fire leh!! i realli did leh!! bt damn hot sia... took forever coz din haf enuff charcoal n firestarter... they tried startin bt the flame went out... so i came n tried to relight the fire~

    sun, went to great world wif master n watched SUPERMAN! haha nt bad leh! go watch! bt i didnt noe superman n lois DID it... haha hw she took the costume off ah? tinkin abit too much, bt hahaha tatz mi la! aft show we went to selegie there eat tat fried wantan mee! den go mustafa! hahaha nt bad, coz master drove mi ard ah! he got his car!! HYUNDAI GETZ~ hehe nt my fav brand of car, bt okie la!

    okie... i tink i go koon awhile... buaiz

`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 10:45 AM
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