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Thursday, July 30, 2009
- i guess itz nt unusual to be accused of sumting?
if u're a normal human...
either that, or u're living in denial
u made urself believe tat u're nvr wrong
so u feel tat no matter wat others do or say
they're lying to you in some way or another
that they're out to hide something from you
even when you have no proof
or u verified the matter with someone who's not aware of the situation
yes... itz tiring "to be lied to"
bt i realli feel tat itz more tiring to be accused of lying
u come home tired from work
but still doin your chores
den u get questioned
when you answer truthfully
you get accused of lying
"why do you lie to me all the time! you need to grow up"
but what proof does the other party hold?
a feeling? or that the other party is mentally unwell
when ppl has the 被害妄想症
there's bound to be someone with 被騙妄想症
and when you get accused too often
mabbie... EVERYDAY?
you started to feel that no matter what you say or do will not help in anyway
no matter what
you're in the wrong
even if you're telling the truth
so you start to stop the explaining
and you stop the reasoning
you just shut up and let them rave
"mabbie it'll stop faster"
"mabbie he/she will get tired soon"
"mabbie he/she will just leave me alone"
these thoughts started to go through your mind
but the other party is never wrong!
the other party is "PERFECT"
in their own little tv dominated world
they are...
perfect? *scoffs*
RIGHT!!!!!
so if itz so tiring to be lied to
than think bout it before saying anything
what is it like to be accused of something constantly?
you are not perfect
you're FAR from perfect
stop saying that you did no wrong and that everyone here is out to get you
you're nt worth my effort
if i have a choice
i'll just blank you out
it'll be easier for mi
but then again...
if i do that
i'll get one less thing to luff at!
but i'm willing to sacrifice that~
=)
just remember
when you point your finger at someone
you're pointing 3 fingers at yourself
so before you accuse anyone of "lying to you"
or "going against you"
stop and think
are you even worth that effort?
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 9:03 PM
- on facebook... had a hilarious conversation with Eric~
HAHAHA!
HE'S DAMN CUTE CAN!!!
and also...
LUXY GIRLS CREW IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!
for those who're unaware...
goin to TPE nxt yr is a night club trip for mi...
and fanny
we're goin to the clubs we see so often n yet nt able to go...
YET!
and now...
PART OF LUXY IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!
LGC :: Luxy Girls Crew Schedule is set!!!!! Malaysia: Highlands Hotel 7/31 & Singapore: Social House 8/1!!! Come out and see LGC live!!!!!!!
WE'RE SO GOING!!!
RIGHT, FANNY?????
who wana join us? =)
details on the tix will be out ltr though...
n Social House is located in Liang Court~
=D
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 1:31 AM
- part 1
*someone knocking on door*
A: yes? *opens door*
B: you dun wan bfast ah?
A: later...
B: wat u wan?
A: *thinks* ... mee pok soup?
B: *walks away grumbling* so lazy to go n buy own bfast...
part 2
B returns... and shouts
"EH! EAT YOUR BFAST AH!"
A: "Orh!"
*comes out of room n went to the kitchen to get utensil to see B goin thru med kit*
B: eat tis!
A: i took another med tis morn
B: tis is for flu
A: the one i took oso wat... u ask mi to eat tat last nite
part 3
A starts to eat KUEY TIOW soup
B: hungry oso duno hw to go n buy food ah
A: i nt hungry yet wat
B: nt hungry... n why u go n change the appt!
A: *hears wrongly* i change oreadi wat
B: YAR! why!
A: i sick leh!
B: den you'll be giving away ur chance to other ppl wat! anihw change appt
A: itz nt like they're only goin to see me wat
B: den why u giving away ur chance!
A: den wat? i go like tis? wat will they tink!
B: eat ur med lah! will get better wat!
A: i took panadol flu when i woke up lor
B: panadol......
CONCLUSION
so when u get sick rite, u die die oso hafta go for ur appts
even when H1N1 is on the raise and you have flu like symtoms
n when u're sick
juz eat med n u'll get well immediately
but PANADOL is nt considered med
*roll eyes*
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 10:27 AM
- right frm the start, he told mi
"tis is nt wat i imagine u'll be doing..."
aft 1 wk, my bro told mi..
"is tis wat u wan to do? itz nt sumting i wud wan u to be doing"
nw... my dad told mi..
"u want to reconsider? i'll prefer u take tat course even if itz more exp"
n mom said..
"is it worth it?"
so yar... wif every1 who matters to mi telling mi the same ting, i start to wonder..
i'm placed on a cross road on wat i shld do..
so nw i gota ask myself the same qn TY has been asking mi...
"what is it that u REALLY want to do"
ps: tis blog will nt update on zhu~ pls go to : http://www.wretch.cc/blog/aPriLsHoW instead~
Labels: 碎碎念
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 8:57 PM
- i realli realli wana find time to do mit up!
bt i'm realli realli packed..
i realli realli wana do the chase summary..
bt aft wat happened... i realli realli dun haf the mood..
he's damn ke lian lah!
wah liaoz...
hw can sumting so small create such a big chaos!!!
sigh..
den he had to cry..
wah..
i'm havin training..
tis sat oso busy...
i'll try my best to mit up nxt sat okie?
den i gota collect the stuff frm crystal...
sigh...
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 9:19 PM
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 9:57 PM
- i duno if any1 missed out on this news..
bt there was tis couple in tw who were in a heated argument
and this resulted in the father throwing his own 10mth old child into the scalding hot water
(they run a noodle shop)
and every1 blames the father...
well.. OBVIOUSLY the father's at fault! no doubt bout tat..
bt let mi tell u bout my point of view...
the father went out for a delivery
stopped by a friend's for sum alcohol
goes back shop, late and started his cooking while playing with his 10mth old daughter in his arms
okie... so the father is a drunk who drinks in the day!
bt den again, who made a law saying tat one can onli drink at nite!
westerners drink in the day, n no1's making a fuss bout tat!
and so, the wife was very upset tat he went out drinking
so tat started the argument~
so! tis is the 1st ting i wana tok about..
why cant parents get it in their head that U SHLD NOT ARGUE INFRONT OF UR KIDS!
no matter hw young ur children are, haf u ever thought of the effect it'll haf on them?!
parents are role models for their children and has the most influence on them (the younger they are)
so can u even imagine the effect on ur child should you continuously quarrel in front of them?
they'll learn that itz okie to shout at another person
to swear at another person
to threaten another person
juz bcoz u're unhappy with them!
wat great parents u ah...
continue...
the argument continued
the mother threatened "That is your daugther! U be responsible for her!"
the dad, under the influence of the alcohol,
raised the child n seemed like he was about to throw the child into the boiling water for cooking noodles
the mother threatened again "If you have guts, if you're a man, throw her in!"
and so the dad did...
2nd ting i wana talk about...
WTF IS WRONG WITH THE PARENTS!!!!
dad... tat was ur daughter u were holding in your hands!!
no matter hw drunk u were
no matter hw heated the argument was
no matter wat..
TAT WAS UR DAUGHTER!!
UR OWN FLESH N BLOOD!!
so u juz hurt her to get back at ur wife?!
and WTF IS WRONG WIF THE MOTHER!
wat did she mean by " if u haf guts, if u're a man, throw her in"?!
so nw u WANT him to hurt ur child!
wat sorta mother r u?!
wat kinda speech ethic do u haf!
嘴濺！
now tat he did EXACTLY wat u wanted
are you happy?!
do u now regret wat u say?
pls... realli
use ur brain if u haf one...
if u wana threaten any1
n when tat person realli carry out wat u said
be ready to be responsible for the outcome...
yup! the father is at fault
tatz without a doubt
bt the mother has to be blamed too!
correct mi if i'm wrong!
realli!
i dun tink itz the 1st time tat they quarrelled infront of their children
n i dun tink itz the 1st time tat the mother threatened the father
so...
STOP USING UR CHILD AS A TOOL OF THREAT!
A CHILD IS NOT FOR U TO USE TO GET WHAT U WANT!
SO WHEN THE CHILD IS HARMED, ARE YOU GOING TO BE RESPONSIBLE
OR ARE YOU JUZ GOIN TO PUSH THE BLAME TO OTHERS?!
god..
watz happening to parents nowadays..
dun juz TOK and TRY to explain hw great u are...
prove it... using action...
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 10:23 PM
- okie.. i'm like... back?
hahahaha!
i haf been doin blog template wif my WEDDING PIC!!
i tink will be quite nice..
ermm..
actually..
I LUV IT SO MUCH I'M GONNA SAE TAT IT'LL BE F**KING NICE!
hahahha!
buey ba...
n once i finish the html stuff, i'll update wif a very very very long entry on the wedding...
wif pics~~
i'm sorry la... so slow... bt...
hahaha! bo bian!!!
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 1:36 AM
- he din call mi 2day...
no sms...
no calls...
din get him on the phone when i called either..
he din reply my sms..
did he leave his hp at work?
i'm worried..
=(
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 9:57 PM
- everytime zhu is coming
there's a cycle that will alwaes occur
people asking mi stuff bout him tat i wun even noe about!
- wat hotel is he staying?
- when will he be arriving?
- wat airline will he be arriving/leaving in?
- wat will he be doing doing his stay here (the blank spaces)?
okie... folks...
seriously
i'm nt tat 神奇!
BUT
i can tell u for sure now..
he's not staying at raffles hotel..
NOW DONT GO ASKING
"WHY!"
"THEN WHAT HOTEL HE STAYING?!"
i'll reply u...
HOW THE F**K M I SUPPOSE TO NOE!
if i noe, i'll let u noe...
but please dun assume tat i noe everything can?
very tiring to answer "i duno" to the same qns over n over n over again...
realli...
u shld try it...
*nods*
for the sake of people who finds it extremely hard to read chinese...
here's the translated version of the SFC notice...
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SFC WEDDING EVENT IN SINGAPORE!!! (like finally....)
Time: 18 April 2009 (Sat), 3:00PM
Venue: Raffles Hotel Singapore, Jubilee Hall, 3rd Floor
Address: 1 Beach Road Singapore 189673
(It's a 5 minutes walk from City Hall MRT)
Map:
Hotel Front:
Hotel Lobby:
Jubilee Hall:
Members participating in this event, please note the following (Please remind members around you too~)
1. Please bring along:
a. Members who have already received their membership card, please bring it along for the event. For members who have yet to receive, please bring along your any form of photo-ed identification to collect your membership card.
b. Camera (On the day of the event, everyone will be entitled 2 shoots with Show, a vertical and horizontal shoot respectively. Photos will be taken using member's own camera)
2. Recommended dressing:
a. Male members, please dress in shirt and pants (vest will be available, but will be best for members to come in their own)
b. Female members can come dressed in their favourite gowns (though gowns will be available, gowns will suit better if you could prepare your own, and there will be dressing rooms available)
c. As make-up and hairstyling equipments are not provided for, please do the necessary before attending of the event.
3. Singapore's event will start from 3:00PM, and will start distribution of number tags at 1:00PM. Members' photos will be taken in order of the number tags given out. To be fair to all members, number tags will only be distributed to member him/herself, and not to representing parties. (The queue will start outside the Jubilee Hall)
4. Non members will not be allowed entrance to the event. Please do not ask along friends or relatives.
5. After coordinating, new members registration will be available on the event day, with registration fees of S$110. For interested parties who'll be registrating on that day, please make sure not to arrive too late for registration, so SFC will have sufficient time and maintain control of the event itself. (Regretfully, it'll be cash payment only!)
(Also to note, members who register on the event day, expiry of the membership will still remain on 31 July 2009)
6. This will be the last SFC event of the 2008 membership year. Members who have yet to attend this event, please treasure this opportunity to attend! Non-Singapore/Malaysia members, if you were unable to attend the event held in your country, and will like to attend this time round, kindly send an email to SFC's mailbox at showfansclub@gmail.com so as to reserve your spot.
7. In response to feedback given by Singapore/Malaysia members, in regards to the high charges of administrative fees charges by the banks for telegraphic transfer, SFC will be open for renewal for the 2009 membership year on the event day as well. Membership fees will be charged at S$110.
8. [Show Lo's Romantic Wedding Tour] in Singapore! Will be held on 18 April at 3PM!
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 3:57 PM
