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Monday, August 28, 2006
- wat does dreams realli do? does it remind u or hint u of sumting tat u're tryin to avoid?
i had a dream 2dae... n i was tearin when i woke up... tatz hw hard i cried in my dreams... coz though i dream of mi cryin, i seldom wake up cryin... u noe wat i mean?
well, my dream started off meaningless... mi tryin to get bus number 87 to a place i duno... kip missing the bus, in the end boarding the bus wif 2 huge plates of food (dun ask mi whr i got them frm), den mitin up wif jess n fang n walked ard, n went to our appt for facial... surprisingly, jacq is workin there... at the counter!! wtf... aniwae, we went in, settled dwn for facial, n when mi juz got started wif it, MOM walked in to tell mi tat HE (at tis point, i dun tink i wana sae who he is... juz tat he's a fren n the onli guy character in my dream) was goin to get into trouble.. though i told mom tat he's goin to be okie, she insisted i do sumting about it! okie... so i asked mom to pass mi my hp!
whn i tried to call him, i found tat he left mi 2 voice messages... i listened... he started off sayin tat he's sorie, tat he's gota go (n sounded realli REALLI sad) and tat he dun tink tat he's coming back... (okie at tis point in my dream, i'm oreadi cryin...) tat he was sorie tat he wasnt any gd as a fren, tat he wished to be a better fren to mi... tat he wished tat he wish he could spend more time wif mi n etc...
basically, i didnt get to the 2nd voice msg coz i kip cryin... all the while, while listenin to tat one message ovr n ovr, i was walkin ard different places... in the last scene, i was breakin dwn, squatin by the curb wif MOM (WAHH) askin mi wat he said... i was sobbin so hard tat i was practically screamin, in my dreams, of wat he said...
at tis point, i woke up... wif my face wet frm tears... tat was hell of a dream! i said itz a dream nt a nitemare coz i practically force myself to go back to the dream n made it so tat he's back n tat he's okie n safe... u wana noe who he is? bt there sumting i duno...
Y did my head chose him? Onli bcoz i sms-ed him ytdae? N y did i haf to dream tat he's in trouble n goin away for gd? Guess i'll hafta find out myself...
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 7:45 AM
