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Friday, September 08, 2006
- itz so simple yet so true... we're onli human... there's onli so much we can do... there's also be time we feel so fragile... depressed... times we feel tat we juz nid a gd cuddle, a gd cry or a long sleep...
tatz hw i felt alot during tis yr... no bein in a relationship means i dun haf a bf to cuddle wif... so i turn to my parents... usually my mom... dad will be too shy to let mi cuddle him! hehe so farnie.. bt there're oso times when i'm alone n no1 to cuddle wif... the sense of lonliness will fall upon mi... den i'll feel like i'm all alone in the world, wif no1 to tok to... i mean, who can i call 1am in the morn to tok?
when tings arent goin well, i usually be in denial... goin out wif frenz goin crazy, bt the aftermath oso meant tat i'll be more depressed when alone... so the best ting is to go out n tok... tatz my solution... tok... cheyenne wud noe... hehe tatz y i luv her! sum1 who'll tok sense into mi... understand mi... get angry with mi... sum1 who's reasonable... *no wonder she's into psychology*
feeling mentally drained, all i wana do sumtimes will be slp... i'll wake up occasionally, bt i'll go back to slp if i feel tat i dun wana wake up... tis can onli happen during wkends... 16hrs of slp is my record so far... hehe
no, tis yr isnt a gd yr for mi... n i feel tat i might be sufferin frm depression... bt i'm nt gona let tat pull mi dwn... i dun wana be weak... i'm april... though i'm onli human...
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 10:41 AM
