- sumtimes u'll find tat songs can make u cry... esp when u're nt feelin tat great! tat applies to mi... almost all the time tis yr.... n i find tat i haf MPD... nt realli tat serious, bt juz tat i cant behave as i like, when i like... i gota pretend to be sum1 else at diff times, at diff places... i could be cryin at one n gota brace myself to nt cry soon aft n be happy
itz sumtimes irritatin when ppl sae i shld get tis n tat coz it'll be gd for mi etc, bt the ting is, i wan them too... bt juz didnt happen... itz hurtin mi too... i tried... bt it juz din happen... wat the fuck u wan mi to do bout it? dun u tink i feel bad too?
who the hell noes hw bad itz hurtin mi? hw many times i've cried?
depression... wat i gota do doesnt help... if i dun do tis, i'll suffer... i'll get hurt... for nth...
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 5:55 PM