- so much for kinship... sumtimes it makes u wonder exactly hw well u noe ppl livin wif u... ppl u've lived for all ur life...
juz finish watchin death note 2... 夜神月(Light) actually wanted to kill his own father... it may be fiction, bt i'm sure tis kinda tings happened b4... i'm disappointed... hw can HE be so unbelievably selfish... i dun understand wat the hell he's tinkin... i kinda loathe him nw... bt i dun wan to... hw can sum1 be so irritatin... hw can sum1 tink tat they're rite all the time? hw can u put blames on mi like u've nt committed the same wrongs? hw can u act so self righteous? hw can u act so goody goody? hw can u behave so childishly?
i'm tinkin of changin my blog add... i dun wan ppl i dislike readin my blog... coz i cant write hw i realli feel... watz the point of writin blogs when i gota restrict myself rite? i've been restrictin myself frm writin alot of tings... i dun wan to... my blog is my property... i can write wat i wan to... i wana be the real mi in VR... since i cant be my true self in real life...
i hate him... bt i dun wan to... i'm so tired of him... i realli am... bt i cant get away...
will tings be better nxt yr? will i find out wat i wan outa life? all i can do is hope n pray...
my new yr resolutions:
i dun wana feel helpless animore
i dun wana carry negative feelings animore
i dun wana care n get hurt animore
i wan my parents to be happie... for them i'm willin to do aniting
i wana find out wat i realli wan
i wana find the one who's worth my feelings n time...
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 1:55 AM