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Thursday, July 30, 2009
- i guess itz nt unusual to be accused of sumting?
if u're a normal human...
either that, or u're living in denial
u made urself believe tat u're nvr wrong
so u feel tat no matter wat others do or say
they're lying to you in some way or another
that they're out to hide something from you
even when you have no proof
or u verified the matter with someone who's not aware of the situation
yes... itz tiring "to be lied to"
bt i realli feel tat itz more tiring to be accused of lying
u come home tired from work
but still doin your chores
den u get questioned
when you answer truthfully
you get accused of lying
"why do you lie to me all the time! you need to grow up"
but what proof does the other party hold?
a feeling? or that the other party is mentally unwell
when ppl has the 被害妄想症
there's bound to be someone with 被騙妄想症
and when you get accused too often
mabbie... EVERYDAY?
you started to feel that no matter what you say or do will not help in anyway
no matter what
you're in the wrong
even if you're telling the truth
so you start to stop the explaining
and you stop the reasoning
you just shut up and let them rave
"mabbie it'll stop faster"
"mabbie he/she will get tired soon"
"mabbie he/she will just leave me alone"
these thoughts started to go through your mind
but the other party is never wrong!
the other party is "PERFECT"
in their own little tv dominated world
they are...
perfect? *scoffs*
RIGHT!!!!!
so if itz so tiring to be lied to
than think bout it before saying anything
what is it like to be accused of something constantly?
you are not perfect
you're FAR from perfect
stop saying that you did no wrong and that everyone here is out to get you
you're nt worth my effort
if i have a choice
i'll just blank you out
it'll be easier for mi
but then again...
if i do that
i'll get one less thing to luff at!
but i'm willing to sacrifice that~
=)
just remember
when you point your finger at someone
you're pointing 3 fingers at yourself
so before you accuse anyone of "lying to you"
or "going against you"
stop and think
are you even worth that effort?
`aPriL WaS HeRe aT 9:03 PM
